Lekhny composition -30-Dec-2021

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Lekhny composition -30-Dec-2021

Pain

"Wu Wu Wu "

Stop please please I'm begging you

Stoooppp ,

I'm here shouting at myself ,

My soul is heavy

My body a burden on me

My mind the devil's work

And my eyes so blurry

I see nothing but the hurt in my spirit ,

My mouth is patched ,

I have no tears anymore ,

This pain ,

This pain has long torn me.

I hear these voices in my head

Telling me to jump in the alley

I hear these voices telling me to stick a knife

In her throat

I hear them

They are telling me hang myself in the bush

They tell me that

If I do so none will find me guilty ,

My society conscience kicks in and

Shout at me

It yells telling me not to do bad by the

Society,

It reminds me that killing is bad ,

I sweep the thought away and see reason with

All these voices in my head trying to control me,

But society. doesn't say killing one self is punishable

That is the voice of one of my minions

"I want to live "

I'm shouting back at the voices trying to convince

Myself

But no

They want my blood I can't stop bending to their will

I'm sitting in the corner of a dakn room

With eyebags and a will to live

But no spirit to fight the devil.

Stoooppp

I shout with everything in me to stop and they dont

I'm losing control of myself

Next I know I'm lying In a

Hospital bed with pipes connected to my body

And when I look at my brother

He tells me that I was found covered in blood

On top of a broken table mirror,

And wait I'm confused here

I dont remember breaking any mirrors,

"Who did it'

I mouth and my worst nightmare comes to light

When I see him pointing at me,

This pain takes control of my mind

But I wanna live

Please I wanna leave I repeat these words in my mind

Contrary to the lyrics of my favorite song

But I guess I forgot that a favorite song changes and so do lyrics

Now I'm singing

" I want to die "

"l want to die"

The pain has become to much for me to carry.

I have just become a living corpse with no purpose in life

So I guess it's better I just end when I am still proud of my

Efforts for holding on for this long

Thee° entangled

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