Lekhny post -05-Jan-2022
Beauty and brains
You are nothing somehow this
Voice seems to have taken control over my thoughts ,
I try to push it away
I have put my all into drowning it in the
Sea within me
But it somehow manages to stay afloat and
Now it seems to have become my mantra for
I now chant the venom in my head
"I am nothing "
The venom has now become my friend for
I have become my enemy
From being "you are"
To being
"I am "
Their shuns on my body
Have become my
Daily motivation
For not believing in love
Their taunts on my tongue have now become the reason
Why I see no reason to trust a soul including mine.
Rejoicing in my discouragement
And weakness is they
Silence that taught me
Through means of tough love as they claimed ,
Being a parent to my ugly self and having no love
Nor care from either of them
Taught me to seal my lips ,
The means of sealing my lips tightly
Caused by their hatred
Has led to the beauty in my heart
To be enclosed and confined in me,
I regret being born an ugly being
For as much as I was born
With a sweet tongue
I feel resent for my tongue
For I can't hide the ugliness
Outside of my soul
The same way in which I hide the
Beauty within me.
My soul enveloped by their poisonous tongues
And vile ways
Has come back many a times From the near gates of hell,
I sometimes wonder why the saved me
From the infinite fire
For the fire is far much better than
The sounds they inflict on my soul,
Surely I can feel the flames
Caressing my skin
But I thank God for I can
See the mirror of it's damage,
The wounds in my soul
Are caused by the atrocities of their
Brains ,
They call themselves educated
Yet their education disappears the
Time they set their eyes on me,
Judgemental as I have been taught to do
I am proud to call them devils For they oppressed my brains
Confined my beauty
And used thee way I look
From the outside to break my spirit
They turned the world against me
But forgot to turn me against my soul
For as broken as my spirit is
The beauty within my heart has blossomed and bandaged
The wounds in my spirit
Opening ways for my brain to wander freely and
My spirit to believe without doubt.
TheeĀ° entangled
Niraj Pandey
06-Jan-2022 12:08 AM
awesome oneš
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