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Sweet Agony


"Sweet Agony".   By Benitta Thomas
When I was a child, I was so colourful and vibrant
Like a blooming flower so happy and joyful
Now I\'m grown up, I look for the child in me.
Alas! now contradicting paradox of myself,
I ain\'t get no other way, I drift in and out of peoples
lives.
Like a feather in the breeze.

I look for myself in the mirror of this world,
My mind is clueless, my life is messed and unclear
I reached for beyond, but there is no other way to end it.
My heart wants to pour out all agony,
Pheraphs My mind don\'t really convey.
I long to relish new beginnings, but my connections are underooted.
I\'m scared that I will lost in this quest,
My eyes are wet I hide my constant smile and wear a masquerade to disguise myself.
I want to be happy and elated.
Yet, I ponder upon the past all day, I prefer  to stay sideline because spotlight hurts my eyes, people tend to forget me when I\'m there ..
I crave for attention all the time, but it reject whenever it comes on my way.

But, still I wait, wait and wait
for the moment of bliss,
Wishing to hit me, life with a whisper.
As, I want to flavour the essence of "sweet agony"

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8 Comments

Suk Raj Darjee

11-Jan-2022 06:20 AM

An incredible one

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Benitta Thomas

11-Jan-2022 10:28 AM

Thankyou for the appreciation..πŸ™

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Swati chourasia

07-Jan-2022 08:34 PM

Very nice

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Benitta Thomas

07-Jan-2022 11:00 PM

Thankyou so muchπŸ™

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Abhinav ji

07-Jan-2022 07:45 PM

Very nice

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Benitta Thomas

07-Jan-2022 07:54 PM

Thankyou so much

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