Lekhny composition -12-Jan-2022

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Lekhny composition -12-Jan-2022

I'm sorry

I have been labeled an ingrate

Believe me when I say before I knew you

Life was a nightmare I dreaded facing

I still go back to the memories of those

Days when fate deprived me of peace

Whenever I ties the rope to my neck

It would appear out of nowhere and cut it

The blood gushing out of my wrists

Was wiped clean and my wounds bandaged

All those days became a thing of the past the day I

Met you ,

You made me believe in myself

And forced awake the curious me

Those days on which you told me

To love myself are my everyday motivation

But I somehow can't get the words

Of anyone ever loving me

They seem like wishes of a beggar to me

I never yearned for love buy it knocked on my door

And being the ingrate that I am

I never appreciated its warmth

The demon in me always burnt it's feathers

Whenever it got close to me ,

I'm sorry I never deserved your love

I ran away from myself

And missed out a chance of peace

I still regret leaving you

But the regret is not as strong as the determination

Of protecting you from myself

For once believe me when I say you deserve better

I'm a danger to myself

I'm afraid of myself

And I don't trust myself around me

Let alone anyone and you were

Always the victim of my demons

I had to free you ,

Im sorry I never asked u for your opinion

But it was for the better

I'm sorry I loved you but could

Never keep you

I'm sorry I still love you

I'm sorry that I'm afraid of losing you

I'm sorry that although you have

Gone a mile away from me

I'm still being selfish in wanting you

I'm sorry I never deserved you

I'm sorry I hurt you

I'm sorry that you fell for a demon

I'm sorry I could never change

I'm sorry I never fought for us

I'm sorry that my demons killed me

I'm sorry I loved you but never really

Let spread the love that you always wished to towards me

I'm sorry that I'm dead without you

I never forgot my word

l love you but I'm sorry

I'm too damaged to stand by your side

Thee entangled

10 Comments

Seema Priyadarshini sahay

14-Jan-2022 04:05 PM

Nice

Miss Lipsa

14-Jan-2022 02:36 PM

Wonderful

Rudrakshii

13-Jan-2022 08:24 PM

Wonderful

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