This is NOT A Date
I go through my closet and put on my short white dress with my heels, then I went to my mirror and did my makeup.
I put my hair in beautiful curls.
I hear the door bell ring and I run downstairs to open it, it is the babysitter that I called to babysit Jeffrey.
"So Jeffrey already ate and now he is sleeping, help yourself to anything in the kitchen", I told her before I heard the doorbell ring again.
I went to open it and this time it was Damian.
"Wow, you look great", he said to me as he looked at me.
"Thank you, you look sexy, I mean good you look good".
Crap I thought to myself, I just told him he looked sexy, and all he did was smile.
After all of that we walked to his car and he opened the door for me.
"Thank you", I said getting in the car.
"Your welcome".
When we arrived at the party he walked around and opened the door for me, I got out of the car.
"Is this all the people from our school", I said wide eyed because there were lots of people.
"No, some of these people are in colleges and some are friends from other people." "Oh, well this is a lot of people here, and your probably the only person here that I know." "Well you'll meet someone, C'mon lets go inside".
When we walked inside all you could see was drunk teens and lots of them making out.
It was so many people in there that I lost Damian so I just stood up against the wall.
"Hey, whats up", some drunk guy asked me, he looked like he was a college student, he was talking all in my face.
"Can you please get out of my face", I said in the nicest way possible.
"You know you want this just give me kiss", he said trying to put his lips on mine.
"Ugh, get away".
I pushed him away and walked upstairs where it was quieter, I went to an empty room and closed the door.
I turned on the TV to the discovery channel and relaxed on the bed.
Minutes later Damian came in the room.
"Hey, what are you doing up here by yourself", he said as he laid next to me on the bed.
"Parties aren't really my thing".
"Oh, well I'm sorry for making this night boring for you." "It's fine, I've had worse dates." "Date", Damian said smiling.
"I didn't say date, this is not a date", I said pointing at him.
"Well if you want to go on a date I would love to go on one with you", he said staring at me.
I got so lost in his dark green eyes that I didn't notice he was leaning in for a kiss and I was too.
"No, I can't kiss you", I said as I jumped out of the bed.
"Why can't you", he said as he got out of the bed to.
"I just can't." I left the room and walked to his car and got in it, he got in to.
"Just take me home please", I said staring out the window.
"Fine", he said looking at me.
Until he just pulled me over and kissed me, I started to pull away but he was to strong, I began kissing him back, he kissed me so lightly.
After that kiss we didn't talk the whole ride back to my house, when we arrived in the parking lot, I got out and waved at him then I went in the house.
"Excuse me, Jeffrey is still asleep", the babysitter told me, I paid her before she left.
I checked all the doors and then went upstairs to my room, I changed into my pajama's and got into bed.
All I could think about was that kiss and I wish it had never happened.
