Lekhny post -29-Aug-2022 karma

Entry 1 I made a terrible mistake. I thought I was just paranoid, but now I know it's following me. It's never going to let me forget about one stupid mistake. I'm not sure what 'it' looks like. The only name I can call it is Karma. I thought it would protect me... I was wrong. Let's start from the beginning. There's a rarely heard of ritual, called the Judgement of Karma. For reasons you'll come to understand, I can't describe the ritual in writing. It's far too dangerous. I was told of this ritual. The basic myth of it is, after you perform this simple ritual Karma will judge you. If it decides you are a truly good person, it shall make your life a paradise, otherwise... Well that's why I'm writing. It must've been a mistake. I really am a good person, or so I thought. I thought the ritual simply didn't work but it became apparent fast that I was cursed. As soon as I finished the ritual and fled home I found my beloved dog had been sliced open and had been laid out in my bed. I prayed to gods I didn't even believe in that this was the work of a regular human being. So far, I haven't been able to sleep in three days, regardless of how many sedatives I take. Every time I look out the window or at a mirror, in the corner of my eye I see a dark figure for a split second, then as soon as I try to focus on it, it disappears. I hope writing this can help in some way. So far it's at least calmed my nerves. Okay that's enough writing for today. Entry 2 I can't go to sleep. When I sleep it plans to kill me in ways so terrible I can't describe it. I almost fell asleep last night, my eyes were shut for 5 seconds. When I opened them I saw it! Karma was right in front of my eyes. It takes the form of a small boy with messy brown hair and wears poorly sewn together black rags from neck to toe. Also, it's- or HIS mouth had been sewn shut for reasons I don't want to know and he had a look of shock and hatred in his tiny green eyes. As soon as I had looked up at him and had his image permanently scarred into my mind he seemed to disappear. Frightened, I noticed a sharp pain up and down the skin of my entire body. I rushed to the mirror and found bleeding scratches that appeared to be from human fingernails all over my abdomen, back and legs. Entry 3 This is day five without sleep. To keep from falling into the trap of sleep I've been taking adrenal energy pills and getting lots of caffein. I've began to get tired so I've started the habit of making small cuts on my arm with the blade from a box cutter, each a centimeter from the previous one on on my forearm each time I dose off. So far there are 8 cuts. I've been locked in my house ever since yesterday when I shopped for the supplies to keep me awake. If I go outside I might accidentally share my misfortune with others. As far as the legend goes, anybody who concerns themselves by learning what the results of my endeavor may become judged by Karma. That is why when I've finished writing I plan to burn my house down along with my computer, so what I've written can never come in contact with the Internet. I hear somebody at the door... Entry 4 I've lost track of day and night. Last night(I think it was last night) I duct taped all my doors and windows so he can't watch me. I also took all the mirrors in my house and threw them into a large pile in the back yard before barricading my back door. I got very tired today and the cuts that now cover my left forearm weren't helping. So, I put an empty pan on the stove and kept the fire burning, then I took a butcher knife from my kitchen and sliced off the pinky toe from my left foot. Then I pressed the hot pan against the wound to stop the bleeding. This was a small sacrifice to keep my life. Entry 5 He spoke to me. I can hear it whisper through the house. It speaks of a life before it was what it is. It was a tortured soul. At a very young age whoever was raising him began to torture him in awful ways. They would whip him and sew his mouth shut. Every time he would sleep they would beat him in new and more painful ways. To this day he seeks r