Since before I could remember, I've wanted to be a mother. It seemed my whole childhood and teenager years were spent yearning for a child of my own. By the time I was nine, I had names-and color schemes for the nursery-picked out. All I needed was someone to make them with. But college was disappointing. I went through a whole string of bad boyfriends and bad father material. Getting on with my career didn't seem to help much. I realized, though-when I was twenty-seven, and there were no suitable prospects on the line-that, technically, I did not need a man to have a child with. Just a very particular product of his. I found a sperm donor bank, chose the best prospect they had, got out my turkey baster and... well... hoped for the best. I was overjoyed when my first pregnancy test came out positive. My doctor was surprised to see me coming in sooner than he'd expected. Before I was four weeks along, I had the nursery painted, and the furniture set up. Toys and diapers, bottles and books, bibs and coveralls. I had everything a new mother would need. I couldn't explain all the weight I was losing. I kept getting thinner-everything except for my belly. My friends all joked that it had to be at least twins. Or the biggest baby they'd ever seen. I got weary of the kicking somewhere in the third trimester. And the scratching. Just one more week until my due date. I just wish it would stop gnawing.